dont worry about your ex best friend and ex girl too much. 1. you found out he isnt a good friend now rather than later when he has even more of your trust. 2. your girl leaves you at this point in your life, kinda shows she wont be there thru the worse of times. 3. go spend time with your gramps, you found out he has lung cancer but at least you can enjoy the time you have left with him.. heck, he might have great advice for you for dealing with your ex's... he might feel needed if you came to him too... i would definitely worry more about gramps than anythign

edit: what these guys have said about keeping active is truly great.. it does take so much off the mind.

 

I hope you'll soon get back on your feet........ bad things happen but if you can find the way go get out of it, you'll become much much stronger...... go back to school or find job that keeps your life busy

 

what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger

 

^I agree, plus u're alive dude, and you have many more experiences to encounter through life, so just brush that small shyt(best friend & Ex girlfriend) off your shoulders

 

just keep your head up.... The only things in life that keep me going is my family, close friends and shoe game lol

 

find a hooker j/k no not really.... yeah j/k

 

get a job and stay busy mod your car~!

 

In addtion to all the useful stuff other people said, do some kind of sport. Find a group around VA or MD and go play your favorite sport with them. Also try to do some kind of workout / lifting on your own. Whenever I feel down or in general negative, sports and workout is like majic for me. The positive mental effect of commiting yourself to it and watching yourself improve is just amazing.

 

Honestly dude my time in college was pretty rough to but you just have to keep pushing though. Everything falls into place if you keep working hard and doing what you feel is right.